Trying to make sure you are surrounded by positive thoughts, warmth, and love isn't as easy as I thought it would be. There are many people who just don't get the whole idea of keeping a positive attitude and how they step in the way. Thank God there are great people around me that have offerred their help, travel to treatments if I need it, and anything else that comes up. Empowers you to stand up to anything. Even your second chemo treatment. That's tomorrow. Emily is here, and she will be there with me, so it will be better than the 1st one. I was all by myself that time. Makes me remember back to when Mom was so sick and the decisions I made regarding the kind of support I offerred her. I am really glad I made the decisions the way I did. Anyway, Dr. Morel and I have decided that the tumor is smaller already! I had ignored it because it was growing so fast, and never realized it had shrunk! Made me feel much better. Dr. Morel is going to call my breast specialist, Dr. Salm-Schmid after my 3rd treatment to discuss whether they are going to do my surgery partway through my chemo or wait until after all 8 are done. It will be interesting.
Keep the prayers and positive thoughts coming, I truly can feel them.
Love, Chris
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